I wish I could drain out his half of blood in me,but i'd still have his face.

hmm so latley things have been postive and negative.
my dad's alcohol problem has been getting progressivley worse.
not once in my life has someone looked me straight in the eyes and sincerly say "fuck you"
it was heartbreaking, but i know it was alcohol and not him. I hate being negative, but i guess sometimes we have to let it out.

i know things will get better eventually.